Saturday, March 26, 2011

22/03/10-25/03/10

考车~


sesi2 nombor1。RM2。刚下过雨。地上湿滑。上山下山parking 3 penjuru。还是成功了。\(^_^)/ JPJ的考官来到。一副副威严的样貌制服。挺吓人的@@ 在食堂,等待。sesi 1大概50多人。一个个,有的pass有的fail。紧张从昨天晚上,一直存在。一直上厕所==''' 连阿哥他们几时考的,都不知道@@ 我只知道,李丽pass了XD轮到sesi 2。紧张。一位考官讲解,想放松我们的心情。nombor 1。到我了。上山下山parking 3 penjuru。成功了XD 停好车子。阿弥陀佛=)上去亭子拿成绩。签名时候“anda fail, sebab tadi berhenti dekat situ." 吓到我o.O 原来是在跟她旁边那个人讲话==''' 等考外面。阿哥回来了。不跟我讲成绩@@ 李丽也回来了。fail了=( 轮到我了。我只记得自己死了3次火,出去的时候没有拉handbrake,有一段路走错线,换错牙=( 回到来那个考官讲,其实他应该载着我回的。危险驾驶。他给了我一次机会。但我错太多了。fail了@@ 我觉得这不是包不包的问题。那位考官算好人了。是我自己用不惯viva=( 下次,希望是最后一次。难过,多多少少都会有一点的。没有下雨啦== 我们4个一定会pass的=D 加油!!!


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拿成绩~


SPM成绩,对我来说,不重要了。如果我在乎,当初就不会放弃努力吧。我害怕。怕看到爸妈失望的样子。怕连4个A都没有。怕sejarah拿G。trial2个A。没有G。没有为trial而努力过,真正考试也只不过是如此。现在说什么,也没用。在车上,妈问我,紧张吗。7个A应该可以吧。我告诉她,不要有太大期望,失望会越大的。4A,1A-,3B+,1B,1C。这就是我的成绩。没有G。没有A+。中规中矩。我该知足了。没有努力,哪来太多的成果。在车上,你说,你对弟弟的成绩,比较有期望。你说,他会拿11个A+回来的。让你走路有风。这我知道。从以前就知道。我没关系的。不过,有一样,我不喜欢。我不喜欢,你在我面前,说XXX8个A,XXX10个A。他们是他们,我是我。请不要拿来比较。你说差2个A,就可以申请奖学金了。但你不知道,对我来说,2个就像200个一样。好远。像这种重任,就交给弟弟了。吃,玩。像这种比较适合我XD “一家人”一起在TESCO买材料。在阿姐家吃火锅=) 迷你火锅餐=) 一起讨论升学方向。其实,我对生意什么都没有兴趣的=( 我想读的,是有的玩的XP 就像空姐,酒店管理,心理学,幼儿园教师之类的=) 可是,这些以后出来工作,薪水很少=( 工程师科技之类的,我又没兴趣。爸妈叫我做飞机师。walao==''' 才不要。压力很大的@@ 希望中师训。那就不用烦了。我们"一家人"都要加油噢=)


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报名~


答应了他们,一起去报名。前一天晚上,不,应该是说当天凌晨。犹豫了好久。害怕。怕自己选错科。走错路。面对着OMR报名表格。迟迟不敢下手=( 后来想到你们。有了股力量。一股勇气去填下accounting@@ 不知道哪里来的==
到了火车站。对不起。我又迟了。要你们等我=( 下次不会了。我的信用卡爆了吗???=( 希望还没。
[ktm] nilai-> kl centrl___RM4.70
[lrt] kl centrl->wangsa maju___RM2.30
[bas] wangsa maju->TARC___RM1.00
去一趟学院来回,感觉口袋少了很多‘纸’。==原来还有报名费,午餐。@@ 不用挤火车。好事来的=)我们比下班时间早嘛=) 大家都累了。搭车回家。
她填了banking&finance。他填了public relations。他们佩服我,有这个胆量拿ACCA。他们说想都不敢想@@ 我当然也希望自己应付的来T_T 阿弥陀佛。。。


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做工~


我妈不会去nilai hotel。我在mcd d等阿妹=) 她妈妈送我们去。进去里面,换上sri pajam的衣。出发了。坐着一辆vios,去jalan duta。酱远@@ 坐车很闲的=( 原来去jalan duta酱顺的xP 为什么妈以前去那里,都会走错路== 原本要吃了午餐才开工的@@ 怕下雨所以先苦后甜xP 哈哈哈...从来没想过会在路上派传单XD 跟阿妹一起=) 拿了一大堆,在foodcourt派。见人就给。也把传单,夹在一辆辆车上。见不的光的我们,看到太阳就偷懒一下xP 也不是偷懒啦== 我们在里面派=) 太阳一消失,就出来把传单夹在车上。越走就越远。直到阿妹讲她发现了天堂XD 原来是停车场== 有guard也不管了XD 派啊派。水?天降水?啊!!下雨了!!!跟阿妹边跑边派XD 跑到回去却停了== 继续在里面派。没有太阳就出来继续=) 车派完了。一大堆人从masjid走出来。就在那里派。走完了,休息一下。买dutch ladyXD 吃午餐了。炒果条XD 吃饱了,拍拍屁股走人xP 路上有点塞车== 很闲。可怜的“自由”一直被太阳晒@@ 回到去nilai hotel,领薪水XD 阿妹笑到见牙不见眼xP 哈哈哈哈... 自由妈妈载我们回家=)阿妹她妈妈来载她=) 就酱,做了两个小时的工。也好。至少有收入。不然口袋越来越空了@@ 希望下次还有我份XD 不然要等阿哥阿姐养了xP

Monday, March 14, 2011

BI again@@ zha ba lang~~

09 mac 2011
ar jie ar gor n me
walked_bus_ktm_taxi
just to go a place______SEREMBAN JUSCO^^
v went to the TGV cinema
n watched a movie______BLACK SWAN><
ya...v r 18~~~=)
after bought the tickets
v went to POPULAR
a wonderful place i likeXD
ar gor bought her lovely CONAN=)
next was the time to fiiled up our stomach
restaurant time to have our lunchXD
it was expensive==
v was thinking that
v should go 4 KFC/MCD next time@@
my 1st movie in 2011
its quite niceXD
after finished that movie
v shopping there=)
after came back nilai
v r tired
v used too much time for transport@@
anyway i'm hapy to
go out with ar jie n ar gor=)

10 mac 2011
date with ar jieXD
a postman pastby her houseXP
v jog together at MELATI here
she wanna loose her weight=)
i just follow her
become the "guy behind her"XD
actually i'm poor in jog==
want me to jog?
10 years once@@
after tired
v went to the playground
just sit n rest there=)
she said she want loose her weight
become slimmer than now
i trust
one day
she will=)
actually for me she's not fat at all==
just she think herself is fat
baka ar jie
i like now geh uXD
too slim not cute~~XP

11 mac 2011
wake up early
but it was too late
my mum went out jor==
i woke up my dad
to send me to the ktm station
it was too late
three of them came out from the ktm@@
cause i told them that i would be late
its my false=(
v waited for half an hour there
it was raining whole day@@
haiz~~
ktm_lrt_bus
v used a long time to go there
__TAR COLLEGE__
no other visitor there
just four of us=='''
that was 1st open day
v asked bout business class
banking_business admin_marketing
its a chinese lady
so v speak in chineseXP
our chicken intestine was poor==
then v went n asked for others
public relations_psychology_hotel management
n v asked bout hostel
wao@@
RM170 per month for a student
then v went to the canteen there
to have our lunch=)
thats chinese canteen
non-halal
so wont c malay there for sure
all eat chicken rice=)
while v was eating
2 students there came to us
n asked whether v r interested
in their english class
just for an hour
my friend 'byebye' to them
then they just go away
luckily they wont keep asking=)
the time v was walking back from the canteen
v saw two red things walking with some people
two drops of blood==
they was finding blood donor
v keep stay away from them
but lastly v met them too==
they just told us about that activity
n told us to visit if v want
then v visited their hostel went by bus
that guy said that day
just 6 people included us who visited there
v went back after that
walao~~~
i hate that~~~
so many people at kl centre ktm
v cant go inside the ktm
its too much people there
first round...
second round...
third round...
canot wait jor~~
die oso must go inside~~~
v did it@@
haiz~
that two guys went in jor when 2nd round
left two girls me n my friend waiting there=(
damn smelly~~
malay smell made me felt wanna pengsan jor@@
every station also got people wanna come in
i know their feelings=(
i reached nilai ktm station lastly
my pity friend still got 3 stations to reach seremban..
while waiting dad to fetch me there
i saw lily_vege_smile_kingkong
they r going to attend something bout zhu li jun
i waited there so long
then dad came n fetched me
n v straight away went to relative's house
i wanted to bath
canot tahan my body got malay smell@@
luckily no1 will smell it
v went there just to eat a simple buffet
cause next day someone gonna marry
brother n i were tired
he went marathon in the morning
luckily they saw he looked like wanna sleep
then only they asked us to go back early=)
it was late when v reached home
n i'm damn sleepy==
but i still wanna have a bath
if not dono what will happend to my bed@@

12 mac 2011
aunt came our house
for night's wedding dinner=)
i canot tahan my nest hair
n follow my mum to saloonXD
v set our hair nicely
but two two also she dont like==
anyway
at least looked neat a bit=)
no need me to pay
what also can larXP
the club at damansara
four of us sit behind
not confortable@@
the food there was not nice=(
got malays
so must halal
after everything end
v went back home
it was late
n v were tired......

13 mac 2011
v ate mee at wong's shop with aunt
then my dad sent aunt to the terminal
she was going back to johor by bus
my time to learn my driving
actually i'm quite scared
cause its forth time to learn
that means after one more time
i need to take my car driving test
this time was another coach
he is gud=)
i mean he wont shout at me
or scold me
but he keep laughing==
v went out the road
he was wondering y so many police
when v saw same big motor
then only v know whats happening..
1st time i did perfect at the hill inside=)
before this i lap too much oil jor==
thx a lot to that coach=)


tomoro ar mei will take her car test
wish her all the best=)
i know she can do it well
amitofo=)

























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Thursday, March 10, 2011

canot type chinese...so......stupid broken BI came out==

03 MARCH 2011
gether dayXD
i can c my dear "family" jorXDD
after ar jie fetch ar gor n me
v went her house together
watching tv
three eight chatting...
then v went TESCO
ar jie ar gor n ar mei
applied for a TESCO card each
just because it was freeXP
v bought 2 RM1 bread each
n v fine ar mei
bought an RM1 ice cream for usXP
four people was eating an ice cream
what a sweet thing=)
all of us agree
to make steamboat together next time=)
wao~~1st time
i saw non halal in supermarket
i mean they r selling pork
a row row of wines beers
thats neat n niceXD
v paid for our bread at counter
two ringgit's bread
n v r using TESCO card
hahaXD three eight~
v looked for nail polish
make up powder n all that...
ar mei u know something
when v was primary 6
that time for me
u r a girl full of confidence
same with yu zhong yangXP
u r not that terrible
like what u said urself...
my cute ar mei=)
she bought an token
keep throwing the basketballs
throw away all the unhappy...
v decided o find ar mii
n eat our bread at the shop
but her boss was there
so v just went inside
n looked for the clothes...
lastly v settle our lunch
at KFC XD
actually v just wanted
to eat our bread there
our intelligence ar jie
found a "super" way
to settle our $$ problem=)
v combined our $$
n had our food togetherXD
2 PEPSI & 2 CHEESEY XDD
thats enjoyable n fun
v keep on take photoes front of that mirror
till a malay guy looking n came to us
hahahaXD 4 three eight girl there~~
then v went ar mei's house
fashion show=)
after that v went to church
need 2 fetch ar jie's brother
ar gor went to take her salary
but failed to get it
v went home lor......=)
after dinner
"lets go TESCO.."
go with mum again
nothing to buy==
the troly just full of breads@@
after v paid for that
"lets go GIANT.."
hahaXD v r not going to buy anything
just go "eight" there
so how many people there
really quiet
no need to queue up somemore at the counter
pity GIANT......
i think after this
they r going to fight with each other
i will never say never~~
i will fighting forever~~~~XD

05 MARCH 2011
went church with ar jie n ar gor
my little angel was there=)
she gave me a present
thx a lot my dear angel=)
i love u~~~
v bought the ticket
for the stage drama
actually......tat drama
is not suitable for us@@
after that me, ar gor n lily
went for car learning
thats my 2nd time learning
but i need to treat it as 1st time...
its a malay coach to teach me
that malay guy keepon holding my licence
but just sitting there
after all others person start learning
then only he wake up fron the chair
n ask me to start the car@@
then he keep talking on his phone
with his wife or girl friend dono lar==
n leave me sitting alone in the car
after he finished chatting on the phone
its already 5.30
he wasted my half an hour=='''
what an irresponsible coach
he taught me all the ways to
parking, three corner side, up down hill
after two round
he leave me drive myself there
he don even c how m i driving
i was stuck inside the three corner side
no matter how i turn the stering or reverse
i cant get out from there=(
my heart was yelling
'when the coach will come n save me?'
but dono where he lost=(
an indian coach came
n he shouted to me
just because of that
i knocked the tiang
that was the 1st timeT_T
n i hope was the last time tooT__T
what an impatient coach
i keepon turning the car myself there
it was 7pm
every learner was called by their coach to stop
i'm the last who still moving there
that malay coach not even come
n say anything to me
till another coach ask me to stop n go home...
thx GOD that i'm not alone
i'm thankful that ar gor was beside me...
realy tired......=(

06 MARCH 2011
cause of the car learning
i need to wake up early=(
my hand muscles paining
tied stering@@
i'm happy when the time i know
ar gor will be with me tooXD
ya..i'm still like a kid==
haiz~~~
same coach again@@
n he left me turning there again
luckily after an hour
i was going out to the road
that coach was just better than him so much
he wont leave me or shout me like the
chinese coach last time...
that day was tired but
quite happy cause my driving
was better than before...=)

08 MARCH 2011
wake up early
cause i promise ar jie
v go jogging together=)
at the cempaka geh taman
ar jie n didi=)
jogging
walking
after that enjoy our roti canai
msn chatting
FB-ing
watching movie
at ar jie house=)
thx ar jie...
thx 4 sayang ur didiXD

Thursday, March 3, 2011

回:最38的姐姐_____0

那时候在van车上
其实我是很想跟你说些什么的
肩并肩坐在一起
彼此想开口却欲言又止
就像电视连续剧里的剧情一样  ==
看你戴上耳机后
又成了让自己打破沉默的借口
就那样静静的坐着
而我们最常说的也只是
"hi~~~......bye~~~......"

姐, 对不起...
你的弟弟从以前到现在
就是这个样的
记得过去妈妈问老师我在学校怎样时
老师的答案都是一样的
"她太静了..."
然后回到家妈妈就会说
"你要讲话啊...要发问...不要静静那边..."
我曾经想过自己
是不是有自闭症啊忧郁症什么的  @@
中四那年还自己说过
如果时光可以倒流一切可以重来
我宁可自己是个坏学生
至少可以让我觉得自己是存在的
那时候刚转学
我这个人又静静的没什么朋友
孤单寂寞...
那种的空虚那种的无助
让我想放弃了
甚至想就那样一个人过完中学生涯
我累了...
可是直到我认识了她们
那班可爱的朋友
最重要的还有你们
这些小学同学
才慢慢让我觉得自己不是一个人......

姐,  对不起...
让你不爽 让你生气我 没关系...
不过你不要自责 更不要伤心
我真的 会难过的
不过你不会真的气的 我知道
你怕我闷 怕我被忽略
这些 我都知道
只是不懂得 怎么表示出来
你知道吗 认识你们 真的很好
从一起补习 一起温习 一起小组
到一起出去 一起喝茶 一起工作
和你们一起是幸福的 是幸运的
谢谢你们...真心的诚心的...
感动 感激 感谢 感恩 =)

那一天的工作
其实并不是承受不了闷
我是哭了
但那是因为
一个人收档真的很难
眼睁睁看着别人一档一档回家了
很迟了而且要关店了
而我却还一个人苦苦的收不了当口
又怕自己被关在里面出不了
那种无助
再加上被妈妈骂
真的压抑不了了很难受
让你担心了
不过换来属于我们姐弟俩的回忆  =)

你说过
我们要做一辈子的朋友
让我想起以前
嘴里常说的友谊永固
真的可以吗...
在我心中
你们真的是很好的朋友
好到我怕自己不能做到酱好
你们从来不会嫌我是多余的人
但有时就是会忍不住去想
少了我你们应该会更开心吧
我知道
我出世时候
留下了一样东西在妈妈肚子里忘了拿
我的自信还有勇气
不知道该怎么拿回来了  =(

姐, 对不起...
我也希望自己有一天
会跟你们一样
我爱你们......
我最亲爱的姐哥妹咪...
"细佬"仔吾识世界
做错了什么
只能在这里说声
对不起......
谢谢你们一直保护这弟弟...

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

一点一滴...

25/02/2011
ar mei又来了=)
她这次
叫了tomyam板面
妹夫依然叫那
干捞板面
他们坐在那张
我最喜欢的桌位
那里是整间店
最feel到冷气的位子XD
记得那次
又有人叫milo冰了
哈哈
我还告诉ar mei
那人没有退回噢
酱好喝当然啦XP
我跟那个阿豪
从来都没说上几句话的
最多啊......
"kopi冰一杯"
"今天什么凉水?"
"这碟哪里的?"
"美容院的多少钱?"
"老板娘叫你"
"收钱~~~"
就酱咯=)
不过前一天
休息时间没客人
坐在厨房跟两个kakak sembang
讲我不懂要读什么
那个kakak讲
"pegi masok itu keguruan/kejururawatan la~
kerajaan bagi punya ma~~"
我是有想过当老师的啊
不过觉得那生活很闷@@
隔天没客人时候
我就去问阿豪
关于hotel management的
他讲当初他听朋友讲那科好
可以学到各种语言就跟着读了
后来他后悔当初放弃了设计
叫我真的要好好考虑
其实我也只是想罢了啦
爸妈不会让我读这种的咯
而且他说薪水算百的==
就算是5星级hotel
也只不过多一点罢了...
那天是我们讲最多话的一天@@

26/02/2011
38的ar jie
赶时间还特地来打包@@
妈妈的生日...
答应了我会来吃板面
结果没来
可能是载了弟弟很迟了吧
没客人
坐在那里想睡觉
终于放工了
又被妈拉去对面
mybox唱k
原本只是说唱一粒钟的
结果不够再加一粒钟
妈还回家搬番薯过去吃@@'''
跟爸说好了
他放工直接去giant对面的火锅店
我们唱完后要等爸放工
就去tesco绕一圈
"cik,tesco belum buka..
esok pukul 9pagi datang la.."
哇..还没开就酱多车了@@
那我们就先去吧
那里的火锅
比芙蓉还贵耶==
爸还真会选时间
妈和弟拿了料后爸就到了
一边吃一边声明
吃剩100g要罚rm10啊~~
结果撑到我们要命@@
不过还吃冰淇淋
吃冰淇淋是一种享受啊XDD
妈又"大"一岁了......

27/02/2011
yeahXDD last day~~
最后一天了
开心到睡迟点
十点才甘愿起床
结果中骂了=(
说什么不会早点起来
扫地抹地洗衣
我天天都在做
又不见得你说什么
只是一天不做罢了
却说我只会睡T_T
原来最后一天
不是大完的......
从家里给她讲到店才停
说什么谁谁谁的女儿什么什么啦
人家几厉害几panai
haiz~
拿辣椒来发泄
灭啊灭啊灭
然后跟平常一样
做我该做的事
一个kakak说
她也是做到明天罢了
怎么老板娘和老板
好象忘了我做最后一天啊
就跟老板讲
暗示他发薪
哪里知道他却跟我讲
"不用拿啦...你天天来这里吃...
包你三餐..."
吃傻我咩==
老板娘起来后
还是没有动静的
等下如果有客人怎么发啊@@
5点半了
超时了啊
老板娘你装傻啊==
打电话给妈
"是噢...忘记了...我在tesco...
你做到六点啦..."
kling kling kling~~~
tesco的ice cream车咧
派free的ice cream
当然是去拿啦XD
老板娘也出来拿
她还讨多一个咧
给她女儿
还以为她会厚着脸皮
讨三个
有三个女儿嘛
附近店的人都出来拿=)
free的谁不要
吃了一口
妈来了
去后面跟老板娘讲
她竟然问
"薪水发给你了没有?"
walaoA~zd~~==
你是老板娘咧
你问我???
原来她叫阿豪发薪给我
他竟然最后一分钟才发@@
一上车妈就问
"等太久老板娘请你吃ice cream啊?"
慢慢等啦~
老板娘会请??
等久久都没有-_-
算了算薪水
少了啊=='''
回家打给老板娘
老板接电话
就跟他讲少算了
冲凉时候
老板娘打过来
说没算少啊
叫我隔天去她那里
她算给我看
kns-,-
我骗你做么噢
+_)(*&^%$#@!~

28/02/2011
妈问我
酱早停工做么啦
又还没读书
成绩也还没拿
人家累了
想休息一下......
下午去找老板娘算帐
妈叫我自己驾
驾一段路给回她驾
去到那里
"爱嘉姐姐~"
小老二又叫我了
有事没事就叫一下@@
小瓜~
好好读书啊
不然真的会被你妈打死的..
老板娘算了一次
原来是上个月的最后一天
她没算full day
还有生病那天
只做了两个小时...
拿回钱后
心里舒服多了=)
毕竟是血汗钱啊......

01/03/2011
扫地抹地洗衣
吃了午餐
妈问我要不要去tesco
我当然ok啦XD
没酱多人了
妈说前几天啊
人多到~
我们走啊走
没东西买==
买了一包米一罐油
还有一块钱的面包=)
最近不懂吃错什么药
"心理学"这科系一直跑来我脑
可是我不要当医生教授辅导员啊
自从空姐这东西落空后
就一直找不到东西代替它
还在烦恼中......haiz~

02/03/2011
整理一下房间
洗了衣洗车
中午不懂做么
家里突然跳电
弄好了后
鱼缸的motor坏了
老爸出去买
ar jie打电话来
叫我一起去吃板面XD
一上车就注意到她的头发了
故意diam diam
她一定会自己讲出来的XD
哈哈哈哈~果然~~
ar jie~
谢谢你的吉子水=)
吃了我们去7-eleven
买面包yogurt..进钱..
然后就回ar jie家
在她家看戏
那只猪吃饱了就想睡觉XP
不过还是陪我看戏
送我回家
猪姐~谢谢你啊=)
还在想回家要做么的
不用想了==
鱼缸等着我洗
好才不是整个鱼缸@@

工作时候喊累
休息时候嫌闷
读书时候叫苦
haiz~
时间过的好快
plkn的快出来了
读书的也快考试放假了
spm成绩也得面对了
"家人"也会分开读书了
希望每个人都开心如意吧=)

习惯就好。。。